It is so hard to get started! Maybe it will be easier once I actually play? But I get confused with all of the +3 and crap. Matayu is being pretty nice about it, given his "two hours" of sleep (which he keeps reminding me). And Matayu... wth does "boned" mean? Because I'm sure I am getting exactly the wrong impression by it.

I hope everyone is doing fine. I've been ignoring pretty much all of my artistic side lately. So nothing will be going up anytime soon.

I'm going to be a senior this upcoming school year! I'm not sure whether to be scared or excited. I'm both.

Bye everyones!

[x] You have screamed at an inanimate object for 'hurting you.'
[x] You have ran into a glass/screen door.
[ ] You have jumped out of a moving vehicle.
[x] You have thought of something funny and laughed, and then people gave you weird looks.
[x] You have run into a tree/bush.
[x] You have been called a blond.

TOTAL: 5

[x] You know that it IS possible to lick your elbow.
[ ] You just tried to lick your elbow.
[ ] You never knew that the Alphabet and Twinkle, Twinkle Little Star had the same melody.
[ ] You just sang them to make sure.
[x] You have tripped on your own feet and fallen.
[x] You have choked on your own spit.

TOTAL: 8

[ ] You have seen the Matrix and still don't get it.
[x] You type with three fingers or less.
[x] You have accidentally caught something on fire.
[x] You tried to drink out of a straw, but it went into your nose.
[x] You have caught yourself drooling

TOTAL: 12

[x] You have fallen asleep in class.
[x] Sometimes you just stop thinking.
[x] Sometimes when you are telling a story you forget what you are talking about.
[x] People often shake their heads and walk away from you
[ ] You are often told to use your 'inside voice.'

TOTAL: 16

[x] You use your fingers to do simple math.
[ ] You have eaten a bug accidentally.
[x] You are taking this test when you should be doing something more important.
[x] You have put your clothes on backwards or/and inside out, and didn't realize it.
[x] You've looked all over for something and realized it was in your hand/pocket the whole time.

TOTAL: 20

[x] You have posted bulletins because you are scared that what they say will happen if you don't.
[x] You break a lot of things.
[x] You tilt your head when you're confused.
[x] You have fallen out of your chair before.
[x] When you're lying in bed, you try to find pictures in the texture on the ceiling.
[x] The word "um" is used frequently.
[x] You don't know what "um" means.
[x] You say "what" and "huh" a lot.
[ ] You plan to use a calculator to multiply your score for this bulletin.

GRAND TOTAL: 28

NOW, take your total, and multiply it by 4.
and re-post as: I am --% Mentally insane

92.... crap

A
- Available: No. And still diggin someone else :\


- Age: 17 soon to be 18.. well, lol in 6-7 months


- Annoyance level: Depends on the sitch


- Allergic: This weird bug/bee type that crawled into my sleeve one time and stung me all over my arm!


- Animal: Cats and rattypes


- Actor: f: Helen Hunt m: Nick Zegers

B
- Beer: Not so much

- Birthday/Birthplace: Sept. 9th -Indiana-


- Best Friends: My TL girls (Bao, TGP, Deja, Beyonce, Sneaky, Mamma) My homies (Matthew, Jared, Patrick, Trevor)


- Body Part on opposite sex: shoulders *smiles sheepishly*


- Best feeling in the world: cuddling

- Blind or Deaf: rather be blind


- Best weather: Autumn time warm


- Been in Love: Yes.


- Been bitched out?: Wtheck is this mean? Yelled at, with bad language? yeah kinda

- Been on stage?: Yes or atleast center of attention


- Believe in yourself?: most of the time


- Believe in life on other planets: Only in other dimensions maybe


- Believe in miracles: 'Course


- Believe in Magic: yep


- Believe in God: Yes


- Believe in Satan: yes


- Believe in Santa: He still gives me presents!


- Believe in Ghosts/spirits: Yes.


- Believe in Evolution: Evolution happens everywhere.. its called change.. but thats not how the Earth all happened

- Car: You mean lack of one.. but i want a '56 chevy belair

- Candy: sour skittles and the way they make my tongue hurt after a while lol


- Color: Yellow, Green, Grey, and peach


- Cried in school: Couple of times


- Chocolate/Vanilla: vanilla


- Chinese/Mexican: Chinese!


- Cake or pie: Pumpkin Pie...^_^


- Countries to visit: Madagascar, France, Greece, Canada


- Day or Night: Day time so i can see what i am doin!


- Dream vehicle: 56 chevy belair


- Danced: Yes, let's dance!


- Dance in the rain?: I dont like water


- Dance in the middle of the street?: When i can


- Do the splits?: and break something...

E
- Eggs: sunny side up, runny


- Eyes: Brown


- Everyone has: something they cant live without


- Ever failed a class?: Chemistry one semester


- First crush: Alan Jackson

- Full name: Amy Marie ...something

- First thoughts waking up: Gotta check my cell


- Food: Chinese food, crab meat, seafood medley, school's burgers

G
- Greatest Fear: spiders, dyng and not getting to a heaven, being alone


- Giver or taker: Giving


- Goals: wow my bucket list is too long for this line or two


- Gum: Wrigley's Extra


- Get along with your parents?: Most of the time, until i screw up


- Good luck charms: my friends

H
- Hair Color: Dark brown


- Height: 5 feet 6 inches AND A FOURTH


- Happy: as long as i have someone to talk to


- Holidays: Thanksgiving


- How do you want to die: at the age of 120 after winning a high stakes poker game with some cute mafia members in downtown Madison, IN

- Health freak?: lol not quite


- Hate: Conflict

I
(In guys/girls)
- Eye color: light, like grey or greyish blue. or very dark

- Hair: dark and neat


- Height: Taller hopefully


- Clothing Style: clean cut but boots welding boots, the steeltoe kind


- Characteristics: Serious, but mushy in private. philosophical, intelligent, family oriented


- Ice Cream: Mm anything with peanut butter chunks

- Instrument: I have a violin, trumpet, keyboard, and guitar. but i pretty much only use my voice instrumental wise

J
- Jewelry: choker, watch, class ring on my middle finger, three earrings, bracelets friends have made me or bought, and my anti drugs bracelets!


- Job: not right now

K
- Kids: someday when i am ready

- Kickboxing or karate: i'm the next next nextest karate kid!


- Keep a journal?: Kinda. Group journal. TL


L
- Longest Car Ride: IN to FL


- Love: Family, friends, video games, manga, music, philosphy, psychology, genetics, Axe Kilo, boys, poetry, nature, pictures, writing, reading, TL, horror films, Michael Jackson, antiques


- Letter: J


- Laughed so hard you cried: atleast once a week!


- Love at first sight: Doesnt happen

M
- Milk flavor: the milky kind, strawberry


- Movie: The Illusionist, The Crow, Gingersnaps, In A Dark Place, Dark Water, scary stuff...


- Mooned anyone?: just a little crack hehe, keeps em guessin


- Marriage: Will do! XD


- Motion sickness: Usually not


N
- Number of Siblings: 2


- Number of Piercings: one in each ear and another above that in my right


- Number: 3 or 7

O
- Overused Phrases: lol... amazing... and ok


- One wish: to see Jared this summer


- One phobia: everyone hating me

P

- Place you'd like to live: Every state.. once



- Pepsi/Coke: Pepsi


Q
- Quail: I dont like birds unless theyre caged and singing to me! lol


- Questionnaires: This one is neverending.. grawrs

R
- Reason to cry: theres always plenty


- Reality T.V.: i'm addicted to VH1 reality shows


- Radio Station: ipod or oldies stations or classic metal stations


- Roll your tongue in a circle?: i roll my tongue any which way baby

S
- Song: "Colors" by Crossfade


- Shoe size: 10


- Sushi: egh


- Skipped school: kinda


- Slept outside: a lot


- Seen a dead body?: yeah too much


- Smoked?: i have


- Skinny dipped?: NEVER!


- Shower daily?: not every single freakin day


- Sing well?: sometimes


- In the shower?: lol someitmes


- Swear?: not usually


- Stuffed Animals?: hehe i keep some around, but never going to get rid of mine


- Single/Group dates: whatever it takes (as long as i have a group)


- Strawberries/Blueberries: Strawberries…


- Scientists need to invent: something other than robots

T
- Time for bed: when i fall asleep at the comp, at my school desk, or in my imaginary love's arms


- Thunderstorms: please no!


- Touch your tongue to your nose?: not unless i want to try forever

U
- Unpredictable: not quite


- Under the influence?: of life


- Understanding?: at times..

V
- Vegetable you hate: sour kraut.. is that a veggie?


- Vegetable you love: celery, potatoes, green beans


- Vacation spot: somewhere cozy

W
- Weakness: boys


- When you grow up: therapist


- Which one of your friends acts the most like you: all of em in their own little way, but probably Jess


- Who makes you laugh the most: Jessy and Jared


- Worst feeling: old grudges

- Wanted to be a model?: i could be dang it!


- Where do we go when we die: wherever we deserve to go


- Worst weather: Very cold snow and rainy


- Walk with a book on your head?: i can...

X
- X-Rays: Teeth and ankle and knee

Y
-Year it is now: 2009


-Yellow: pretty

Z
- Zoo animal: elephants


- Zodiac sign: Virgo

LAST PERSON WHO…
1. Slept in a bed beside you?: Jared (we fell asleep on the phone together)
2. Last person to see you cry?: I calle dmom crying, does that count?
3. Went to the movies with you?: Jess
4. You went to the mall with?: My mom
5. You went to dinner with?: parents to kfc ugh
6. You talked to on the phone?: Jared <3
7. Made you laugh?: Jared

whew *wipes away sweat beads*

Good Morning/Afternoon/Evening to you!

I am back from a semi-long absence. Again. Hope you didn't miss me too much. I'm now started my Junior year in Highschool and so far its quite alright. I'm just getting pretty lazy in classes, but my life is becoming much much busier!

Tis one reason why I have not written for a while.

But I still plan on keeping my account.

Always,
Redwood

ps. I am removing the word "experience" from my vocabulary. >.<

Hey guys! Just decided to visit again, haha like second time in three months.

My throat hurts so bad at the moment it isnt even funny, and the way that I am typing is ticking me off!

I hardly use any of my fingers except for my pinkys, and pointer fingers. But I still type really fast. I DONT LIKE IT.

Haha well I am going to go for now, and probably write a new and better journal entry later on this week.

Happy Wednesday everyone!